Thursday, April 13, 2006

6:41 PM

last night was horrible. and im like so sad.
you make me feel sad. you make me feel rejected. you make me feel frustrated. you make me feel im not part of the team.
i know im fussy. btu what do you want from me?
why did i bother. why did i care?
i shall not care anymore. and i dont know why i bothered in the first place.
im like wondering why i stayed. i made the wrong move.

and i kicked the mouse last night. and now the right click isnt working.

woke up early to go to school to do the dnt project. but obviously the other party didnt care. i rather do the project alone and get all the marks. im a lone worker. so rush rush rush. then for got my name tag. i mean i do so much. and then u just...
then history. made a careless mistake
argh.i could have gotten one mark more.
then maths. then science. heard from juliana that she say that jian huan say that our class make ms lee cry. issit? eh. ms lee or ms chia har? i keep getting them mixed up.
then had recess. then chinese. yay. got poeple do duty until the ninth week. whooo!! no need to do duty untill may twenty something. :)))
then had music. mdm alya not here. then we forgot, then we were like so noisy. then ms chia came out. and i was expecting her to give us reflection to do as punishment. but instead, she just called us to do our zuo ye. whoo. heng arr.
then grace was like " do you know emma as a person? i mean do you know her?!!" then im like. "huh? i dunno what you talking. forget it. i dunno emma." haha. i know emma as emma lim form 2d. thats all.
then had maths. then kimberly and li hui were like "who is clara phoon's fater?" then i was like "mr phoon." then we all laughed and started "her uncle is mr phoon."her ah gong also mr phoon. her cousin is miss phoon." ...
then grace was like "why you so interested in emma and clara all of a sudden. i mean do you even know them?! why do you keep acting like you know people you dont know?" laugh. haaha.
then had pe.
SOMEONE smacked my hand. so i mcked her face. :))) like what are you trying to do? you deserve it. stop getting in my way. and stop acting like you know everything.cause you're doing many fowls or fouls.
so we were fighting for the fan. and we didnt wanna let amelia have the fan. then she was like whining and acting cute. eee. irritating.
then cd. we were supposed to sit in our birthday months. and the may table was full. so i sat with the aprils. i wanted to sit at december. cause SHE was there, at the may table. yuck.
so we had to clear the tabled before we could go. plus there were like so many announcements and stuff. we practically let late. and then i accidently dropped the table while stacking it up in the store cupboard, and the man was like OW! MY HAND!!!!"
oops.
so angeline and my buddy stephanie had to go for volleyball nationals. so huiting and me were left to do the unfinished work. then helped jillian draw her whatever stuff tht she's gonna get zero cause i dont know the dimensiuons. then i helped charlene yeo draw also but its gonna be zero also cause she also dunno the dimensions. and then i helped sharon and rowena draw their circuit diagrams. and rowena was quite pissed cause she saidthat she did almost all the work. cheer up. i have bigger problems than that.
then had my ice lolly. borrowed money. cause yi xuan owes me $4. then she call me to claim from jaswee. then jaswee got no money. then she say that she has to pay me back slowly. so that makes me broke.
plus. i owe mano $2. and grace $ 1.60. and im sure i owe more people money. and more people owe me money too.
then met grace AGAIN. and emma too this time. then grace say untill like i lesbian like that. then emma was like "im straight you know" then im like "im straight to." like GRACE GOH!!! what are you doing? stop ruining my reputation!!! then i scared grace goh with "victoria". SSHHHhh. heehee.
then i rushed home. but before that, went all ove rthe school lokking for my sis. haiz.
then i took a bath, then heard the mutton song. funny.

im like so busy!! i have :
~humans shirt to design.
~paper doll
~maths
~tons of tiution homework
~chem project
~cip project
~ and i need to study for the exams. i cant do badly this time.
~and i bet theres more. its just that i cant rmb them.


okay. cause of my busy timetable, and people who keep changing the timings, and sudden activities. i requested to change the tuition time. then this is what my tuition teacher said:
"i have already told you to tell me in advance. with these constabt last minute cancellations, you are not showing any respect for what i told you!"
and she told me that if i wanted to change the time or day or whatever, i had to tell her like 1 or 2 weeks before lah. like what the. i today then know lah. also not my fault right?! and is not like i want one lor. and isnt this in advance? its not like i tell you on the day itself right? you want me to tell you one month or one year earlier anot? and then sometimes i get everything ready for tuition then you tell me you're going to be late. or that you are not comming. i mean. what is this? im like busy also you know?!

(directed at another person,not the stupid tuition teacher) you dont know how i feel and you're just making me more embarassed. you think people wont talk? and why must i listen to you? why cant you listen to me? everytime i talk you dont wanna listen. and why should i respect you when youre not respecting me?


you guys make me frustrated. i dont know what to do. im already trying. what more do you want? i cant please everyone.
my life is in a mess.i need help. but where to get it?
watch out. im gonna blow up and break soon. i have no one to talk to. i dont know what to do.

allineedismoretime.




enjoy the good times. cause they wont last. and it'll all be different when you try it again.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady