Monday, May 08, 2006

6:14 PM

so it was geog today. woke up at 5 in the morning. and redid my art last night.
and i thought i was like so DOOMED. cause mr foo said the paper was VERY HARD. and then i've like not studied properly. but it was quite okay. and i was so relieved that it was over.
then art. okay. at first i thought i had lots of time. then i started to rush. and i finished like about 5-10 mins before time was up. haha. i felt like using the hair dryer. but i was using colour pencils. haha. and i got the feeling that THEY kept looking at my art work, evrytime they walked past my table. hrmph. maybe im just sensitive. anyway. my art is like horrible!! i cant count on my art to pull my marks up now. hrmph.

haiz. i dont know whats the problem with you. but you guys keep getting me into trouble with my mum. and i WAS NOT plannign to go compass. it was a last minute decision. you told me to go home for lunch, so i went home. and found out that you had eaten my lunch. so of course im angry.
and what right have you got to go stealing stuff from my wallet? i already told you. i WAS NOT planning to go to compass point. and must you go through my things?! dont you know thats rude. i just packed my box where i put my accessories cause i thought it was messy. and i finally shut the lid. and you had to open it again. i packed the soft toys because you ask me to. then you get suspicious and ransack the soft toys again. everytime i pack, you mess it up. and when i dont pack it, you scold me.
WOMAN. CAN YOU STOP BEING SO PARANOID. IM HIDING NOTHING.
GET THIS CLEAR N-O-T-H-I-N-G
I feel like having a proper lock on my door, my cupboard, and my drawers. even if im hiding nothing. cause i dont like people going through my stuff. especially you. i didnt smuggle anystuff hme. some is when i bought it when i was with you that time. some stuff was given by my friends. some were given by my sis.
so whats your problem?! evryday you feel uneasy when you dont scold people issit?!
you make all of us frustrated. you make all ofus dread going home.
you make me so frustrated. you ake me dread going home.

all of you frustrate me. im sick of everything. i think it must be the 20th time i said this.
and im not going to do anything about you either. i dont think anything can help now.
and whats their problem?! do i like know them? i hate people to interfere.

maybe i'll go crazy. thats not a bad thing after all. if i do anything wrong or insane. its not y fault cause im crazy. i think im going crazy soon. so dont test my patience. cuase its waning thin.
i feel like getting a super thick storybook to read.
and im getting my castle in the air. finallyafter like 1 year. YAY! THANK YOU ROUYING AND MELANIE!!
im so happy:) i think im getting it tomorrow. sorry i couldnt go compass with you today. mum's fault.

i hope they finish building the complex soon. but its so far to the end. hrmph. hope they're not building it on the field where i fly my kite. i'll and see now.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady