Monday, May 15, 2006

8:09 PM


Mel, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Loyalty

In other words, your uncompromisingly loyal nature directly affects how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can connect on a meaningful level with friends, family, and others in your community. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in loyalty and the range of emotions it triggers.Based on your belief in loyalty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?

whats you style profile? your style profile is Cute and Casual
When it comes to fashion, you're neither master nor slave. You love cute clothes (after all, you are a girl) but refuse to make it your life's work. That said, you do have your favorites — including a splurge or two.




how cool are you? you're Cool as Ice (i duno. i think im more hot tempered)
No doubt about it — you've got things under control. A thinker and a planner, you usually don't jump into anything without a plan to get in and a plan to get out. It's pretty safe to assume that you're the brainiac of your friends, and they turn to you when they need someone to take the lead.




what kind of shopper are you? you're a Savvy Shopper
Getting the best for the least is where it's at. And for you, it's your strength in the world of retail. As a savvy shopper, you know all the spots where you can get good deals. Maybe you show up early to be the first in line for the sale of the year. Knowing where and when to go is a huge part of bargain hunting and one you do well. You're probably no stranger to off-retail stores, factory outlets, warehouse sales, sample sales, and closeout sales. That's all par for the course when it comes to getting good deals. That doesn't mean that you'll skimp on the quality of the things you buy. That's what smart shopping is — factoring in the value of the product vs. the price and finding the best buy.Being a true bargain shopper is a real talent. It requires knowing the tricks of the trade and the right spots to shop. It also requires patience and determination. It's a sport and it's one that you seem to shine in sale after sale. Whether you've got a strict budget or a big bank account, you know how to get the most mileage out of your bucks. Way to go!

what kind of coffee are you? your coffee drink is Sweet (yep. but not too sweet.)
A kind and caring soul like you is as warm and comforting as a hot cup of sweet coffee. From parties to book-club meetings to backyard barbecues, you're friendly and welcoming no matter if you're playing host, mingling with guests, or just chilling out with good friends



beauty pagent test.you've been crowned Miss Charisma (oh really? i duno whats that.)
You've got a winning smile and magnetic personality that people are just drawn to. You're probably known for setting trends and tend to be the one that friends call to find out what the plans are for the night.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

5:32 PM

this is another of those days. where its all moody an everything goes wrong.
so i woke up early to fold the clothes. then since there was time left, i went back to sleep.
and mrs itchy hands had to go and unfold my clothes. you think my life is too easy dont you?
and you have to make things difficult for me.
then rushed. then got the damn brownies. then rushed out. and forgot my name tag
and i hate that woman selling name tags.
she as using the pen. so how am i supposed to write? snatch from you issit?
then you said write in pen. so i wrote everything in pen.
then you're like no, must use marker.
and the marker is highlighter. so what you want me to do? highlight my name in black issit?
and dont come and tell me duno what im not happy.
duh im not happy. and i know it myself. i dont need to be told about this kind of things.
dumb woman. she should be sacked, and cursed for life.
that really made my day.
right-
then spotcheck. my belt is like so high already. and you still want me to get prototype. let me tell you this. i dont think mum will allow. and it'll be fun to watch you quarrel with mum.and other people's belt is so much lower than mine. and they were'nt even asked to get prototype.
you are so damn fair.
then didnt really do anything in class. slept. and some inconsiderate people were talking so loudly. i dont get it. do you need to announce to the whole world what you're saying. voice loud. is not an excuse. it dosent mean it cant be controlled. and when the class is noisy, you're always a part of the noisemakers.
then watched nemo in the art room.
then recess. then math. maths sucks.
and i was right when i told lijie that my marks were'nt gonna be good today. and i was right.
so i got a c6. hrmph. are you happy now?
that dumb subject is gonna pull down my marks.
and i get the feeling you look down on me "im not like you." does that mean you're superior?
nice try. but it dosent make me feel inferior.
then more stuff. and school ended.
had lunch with ROUYING. haiz.
she eat so slowly.
this is not the first time you pangseh us. but i'd rather you go than force yourself to stay with us. you're always doing that. no one then you come and find us. sometimes...haiz. i feel so uneasy sometimes.
training sucked even more. i really dont get why people are obsessed with shooting. i dont even get why they like it. im a bad shooter. and i had to wear the long sleeve.
and no, lijie. i cant cut it. that would'nt be called long sleeve anymore would it.
and my shots were bad. and my hips and eyes and hand hurt. shooting inflicts pain and causes me injuries.
you're such a turn off. dont worry we wont be grouped according to class. and dont worry i heard what you said TOO.

today is a sucky day. and i dont think tomorrowis going to be any better. i feel so extra everywhere. i just dont fit in. i look weird. i feel weird. go ahead laugh at me. i cant stop you anyway.
haiz. life simply sucks. and there are people trying to make my life more difficult.
all of you turn me off.
if you dont know it, let me tell you this. im difficult. i dont deny that. but you're difficult too. you're no better.
this is not some happy post. and i dont think this is a happy blog. so shut your trap if you're not happy reading it. you should'nt have even read it in the first place if you're unhappy with it.


"did you hear what she said?"
"yeah. EVERYTHING."

i feel so lonely.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady