Thursday, May 18, 2006

3:43 PM

got science today. and im not happy with my grades.i need like what? more than 98 for art to get 70%. then i can get into top ten. i am so dead. mum wont allow me to go anywhere in the hols. i hate exams. i hate this materialistic world.
what i did today:
played stupid games.

i dont know if what im doing is worth it. cause no one seems to appreciate it. and i asked her if she wanted. and she said no. thats fine. but do you have to give me those kind of remarks everytime? theres hard wrok put in it lor. its not easy. and now it just looks ugly to me cause of you.
now i wonder if all the money and hard work trying to decorate it and trying to find the materials is worth it. you're such a turn off.

i shoot no good. study no good. swim no good. everything no good. just what am i good at?

okay. so mum isnt back yet. and i havent really eaten my meal. im like so scared and worried lah.
and i HAVE a consience.
and would you stop saing that she's kidnapped or murdered or whatever. cause thats stupid. so just shut up. i know you want stuff to happen to her. but i dont.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady