Wednesday, May 24, 2006

5:59 PM

so my yesterday post was gone again. so i went to the official website, and watch all the trailers. its nice:)
and i cant wait to watch it. but the only two people that are willing to watch are geneieve, and grace goh. and im busy. and they are not free either. haiz.
so i know my level position. im really shocked that she got that high. its not very high. but higher than me. and im shocked. but i could see it coming. but im still very shocked.
so mum dosent allow me to go out and get my sleeping bag tomorrow. but i better get it soon...
so camp. they want us to wear bermudas. i dont have bermudas. and no pe shorts allowed. and i gottq get disposable undies, and erm bermudas. and sleeping bag.
so had training. train train train. and they were making a mess out of the range caus eof the haunted house.
if they were goign to be any noisier, it would be me shouting at them upstairs.
and i would most likely say
"DONT YOU KNOW THE MEANING OF KEEP QUIET? HAVENT YOU BEEN TOLD SO MANY TIMES? DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH? SO CAN YOU BE CONSIDERATE, AND BE QUIET."
im sad in the phase of my life. nothing is going right.
im going to hard working from now on. i dropped 25 positions. and i gotta be in top 10 the next time. i MUST.
actually, i should be thankful that im even in the top40. cause its like. i did stupid things befor ethe day of exms. i remember watching desperate housewives on the eve of the math paper, and then i was listening to the radio on the eve of geogpaper, and i was reading a story book on the eve of the science paper, and stated learning at night. and i did duno what other stupid things.
so im quite grateful. and this really taught me that getting top 10 is important.

your way of thinking is wrong. and you just wont listen to other people. it wont help if you just pass the subject that you wanna take. you need to pass all the other subjects too. you cant say that it dosent matter if you fail the subject that you are not going to take. cause it'll pull your overall down. but. you just wont listen.
well i cant help you then. i'll pass you back the shovel, and you can continue digging your grave.

i cant stand people who get angry with me cause i dont wanna tell them something. i can understand why they are angry.
but its like. so sore loser.
you're a sore loser, so live with it.
and wheter you're angry with me or not, i still wont tell you the stuff i said.
you said you dont have a leaky mouth. but you do.

and they're hanging around her. hrmph. has she changed? i doubt so. and i hope they'll wake up and see her true colours. she's so deceptive.

sometimes when i tell you stuff, you dont seem to care. and you're so sec one or sec duno what crazy now. you should know that im refering to you.
you've changed. i can sense it.and i know friendships dont last forever.
but im hoping this will last alittle longer.
i see our differences now.

i should have changed cca. i shouldn't have stayed. i stayed not cause i love the sprot to bits. it was because of the people and friends there. they used to be so fun. so caring. so nice. but now.
everything's changed.
but i would really love to go back to the old times. when we were all happy.
but we can't dwell in the past.

okay. so hugh jackman acted in kate and leopold. hmm. no wonder he looked familliar. haha.
but he looks charming all the same.

okay. so i havent done my rifle journal for weeks. and all the target cards are piling up.and i need ta paste them in the journal in case coach wants to see it. and im butting not exactly circles. im just cutting out my target cards and making a horrible stinky collage out of them. then i'l lstart on the new book. im a genius:)
loner-


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady