Monday, May 29, 2006

8:08 PM

okay. so dad wants to talk to mr lim.
hell's brewing.
like he will talk as if like mr lim never inform us about the dates and stuff. then i never inform him.
it was i big mistake to join in the first place.
i knew it. and i duno why i just kept playing along.
but isnt it too late to change now?


and you know what. i find that you think life HAS to be about you.
and everything must be about what you like.
if we dont agree then you will be like
"WAH LAU!! MELISSA!! (or whoever else) BLAHBLAHBLAh"
and you like use vulgarities to look cool or something.
and i think you "like" girls and try to act lesbian but deny it cause you also wanna look cool.
haiz
i mean its hard to describe you. you've changed so much.
when you tell me aout your friendship problems. i start to wonder. maybe the prblem is YOU.
not me, not the other party.

you know what? my life is in a mess. it has always been in a mess.
and i dont know what to do about it.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

6:14 PM

so woke up, then smsed melanie while we made our way to the interchange.
then went for training. 80 shots at one go. thats a killer.
and to top it off, i now have trainings on fridays too.
TERRIFIC.
now im like so not free during the holidays.
and my schedule is totally packed.
monday - training.
tuesday - tuition
wednesday - training
thursday - free!!
friday - training
saturday - training
sunday free!!
so trainings are in the morning. so i might have the afternoons off.
and those days that im free, i might have to do project. haiz.but tuition is like in the afternoons. and i have to stay home on mondays after my trainings to finish up my tuition hw.
yep. thats what i did in the afternoon after i had my lunch. tuition hw. and i duno how to do almost all of it. haiz. and my brain is gonna burst
its like not a holiday already lah.
its like a no- lesson period.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady