Thursday, June 08, 2006

12:52 PM

so last night i was talking to jillian.
and i think i need to provide a bucket for her to vomit blood.
haha.
sorry jillian!!

and shan wee had this song. and its really funny.

so i went to the boring excel course thingy.
and im reading 8 days, smsing, and reading magazines.
its really boring. and its a waste of my time.
and i was blogging then. is there a possibility that the school could trace?
i could have gone swimming.

so during break, we had lunch at rivervale mall.
had ban mian with grace
then we ate ice kachang later.
then went back.

and the guy seems so soft spoken.
and i think he finds it boring too.

so i threw the compass at joanne. and it accidently hit cara.
sorry cara. and she cursed.
man. she's so vulgar.
and i cant understand why people are vulgar. im not.
at least i dont think i am.

so went back home after the course.
and slept till 6.

okay. so she avoids me when i go online.
and she dosent reply my smses
and i dont know whats wrong with her.
how do we go out tomorrow then?

i feel miserable.
someone spoilt my mood.
i feel misfit. like i dont belong anywhere.
and im scared to ask you anything now.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

actually, i do know how its like. its actually how i feel too.
every single word of it.
i deleted the parts where i felt where it isnt how i felt.
simple plan are geniuses.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady