Sunday, July 09, 2006

3:11 PM

this project caused so much trouble.
and my mum said that we spent like over $800 - 1000 plus on cartriages.
i feel so guilty.
i dont feel like grouping with her anymore.
she's always the problem.
then i'll have to leave and join another group.

then my mum and dad quarreled.
i feel so guilty.
im supposed to go shopping for clothes today.
but now i dont dare to ask my mum if we're going out or not.
i feel so bad.
im not going to do such things for another project already.
i've done more than enough.
and i should have just listened to my horoscope.

and half of my new ink is gone.
dammit im so sorry.

i hope things turn out for the best. and we better get a super high grade on that.
sometimes i think that some people want to group with me beacuse i will put in all my effort for projects, and i usually get quite high makrks.
im just being used. AGAIN.
i know that may seeem bad of me if i dont group with you.
what are friends for?
but then again. you used me.
so much for being friends.

i sacrificed buying new clothes, my sleep, my effort, and my sweat. (and other stuff)
you better not comment on it.

im going to scrimp and save everyday.
im not going to splurge anymore.
sorry.
its not that i spend money like water.
its not that i dont understand how expensive it is.
but..
im so very sorry.
i'll work extra hard, and study extra hard and get a job or something.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

1:01 PM

you are such an ass.
you left me alone again that day.
im so sick of this.
and that time. it was you who smapped her blog. i did a llittle too. i admit.
but thn you let her put the blame on me.
eve though when it was YOU who called me to tag. i dont know why i was so foolish.
you're like just making use of me. even though you dont realise.
people make use of each other.
admit it. and dont say you dont make use of people.
everyone does.
you just got me into trouble and didnt get me out of it.
and you dont want to listen to my advice.
which in the end, im correct.
please. you cant realise it cause you're looking at the situation as an insider.
im looking at it from an outsider's view.
so duh. my advice would be better.
and anyway.
i'd rather sin, and let you do more wrong stuff since you dont listen to me anyway.
its not worth it.
you make me feel lonely. but you dont realise that.
its not others who has changed. i think its you who has changed.

i admit. i changed too.
im not some L coward.
but thats cause all of you made me the way i am.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

12:19 PM

thr project is so frustrating. although it was finised last night.
but then my printer jam.
then next, printer no ink.
and it jammed cause one of my sis's paper flowers got jammed in the printer.
im so gonna kill her. she's like so lazy. she scans stuff then she hasnt taken thenm out for days and weeks.
like URGH!!!
its my room. and my com.
so if it jams or whatever shit. i dont care. you fix it or buy a new one.
then old computer was spoilt by you.
then old scanner was spoilt by you
the old printer was spoilt by you.
everything is like spoilt by you.

and im finding people to print now.
lijie house only got black ink.
then audrey is in church now.
then its like my printer got problem.
then gina says her mum dont alow her to print.
and i stll need to go and bine.
i sacrificed my sleep last night.
and i sacficed my exercise today.
what more do you want?
i even intended to go your house and collectthe thing, then go hougang mall and bine. and its like.
your attitude.
i duno. people are telling me that its a whole load of excuses.
i HOPE they're wrong.
but its like your not trying hard enough too.
i just need to print out the thing. and go and then take the train down to hougnag mall to bine it.

and my dad was nice. he tried to fix the printer.
so now he's gone to the printer shop to ask the man what's wrong lwith the damn printer.
i remember my sis printing her blogskin. all black.
no wonder. im not sure lah.

im very frustrated now. i finally find the binding shop. then now, printer cant print.

its like so many problems.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady