Friday, July 14, 2006

7:34 PM

you know what. i cant stand you.
my life is as miserable as yours.
and i wasnt hiding. i didnt even see you.
it was cause they asked me to sit down.
not cause i was hiding.
i dont have to hide.
and if i wanna eat ice cream, do you think they can stop me?
you're just being silly.
and you're so vulgar.
you go ****** at every single little thing.
whatever.

so school.
i spent the whole morning talking about which jc is good, and all that.
i was asking for opinions.
cause i dont really know alot of jc's
except for cjc, vjc, and srjc.
yes i know im pathetic.
and cause we had to plan our study route for the dream job thingy to be handed in.
i dont really know which school to write.
so i have a range of choices.

after school:
to tell you the truth.
i was expecting jian huan to leave me alone again.
luckily i have rouying.
cause she and germaine went to rivervale to eat. and i thought she would find some excuse and go somewhere else.
mind you. this is not the first time she's abandoned me.

but she came back.
and germaine couldnt stand her .
and jian huan and rouying.
but their both so lame and stupid and oh.
sometimes talk to them can die.
haha.

so jian huan left her art piece to run around and do duno what.
she only painted the wall with a little of my help.
and she sorta abandoned us.
if we're too boring for you, just say it.
and dont call me to "dont be like that lah. you look fed up"
and i wont do it cause you told me to.
im fed up with you, and im not afraid to show it,
and while talking to you, i accidently dabbed the tissue with blue paint on it onto my paper. great. just greattttt.
so now that part's blue now.
dammit.
and people are gonna ask me why is it blue.
and i'll have to tell the whole story over again.
hrmph.

so me and rouying were doing our stuff.
rouying finished all her homework plus her art.
she's quite fast.
while i spent the whole afternoon painting.

and it didnt look like a garden.
somehow. the colours didnt seem right.
i'd rather sketched.
its sorta ruined.
cause i painted it.
i didnt know what colour to paint the background. so its grey now.

and rouying and jian huan are damn pro.
they only brought their sketch book.
rouying only brought a brush.
pathetic
jian huan even better. only book. she borrowed her sketchign pn from odelia, and borrowed brushes from me, and paints and we shared everything.
but i didnt mind.

and i know she went to look for her and was kinda hoping to see her.
so she ran off many times to see the rockclimbing, and do duno what stuff.
so met jillian and charlene.
and jillian said my pallet(?) was so dirty.
yes, i admit.
i dont mix the colour fully. i dont know why. and i dont like to squeeze the paint inside the hole. i do it outside.
so its kinda messy and dirty.
yep. but i paint that way.
cause the paint was too watery, and it'll slip and dribble to the bottom in the hole. then the 2 colours will be mixed.
and i dont want that.
andyway. i wouldnt even put the paint inside.
yep.

and they were like laughing at the st john people.
hrmph.
quite..
i duno.
i would have felt humiliated.
but anyway. you dance is for people to see what.
so nvm.

and i met cara and geneieve at the canteen.
cara asked me to help her with her art.
hrmph.
i think i'd probably do the whole thing for her.

so i rushed home to catch power rangers.
and jian huan and rouying went to the minimart below my house
cause rouying wanted to get duno what sweet.

and we were supposed to do gym today.
but mr lim said he wanted to go home.
so..
i did art instead.
and at least i finished art.
i wont have to worry abou it.
and mean celesther didnt want to help me do my grass.
haha.

so i caught my power rangers.
and bathed, and here i am at the computer,
abosrbing its radiowaves.
im gonna die soon.
thats what my mum says.

im gonna finish my homework on fridays, and then saturday is for exercise, and sunday is for project and shopping.
so okay.
im going to start finishing my homework at 9.30. after i watch smallville and charmed.
then at 10, i'll watch ghost whisperer.
then maybe afterward, if im in the mood, i'll finish up all my homework (if i have any left)
then finish reading chronicles of chrestomanci - the magicians of caprona.
but i still like the lives of christopher chant.

i find that you are such a leech.
you got around knowing people so you can know more popular people, and make it look as if you know the whole world.
great job. continue with it.
i cant be bothered with you anymore.
you WERE my friend.
and its gonna stay that way.

and i find that its better to colour the words.
so i coloured it:)
i wouldnt like to read one whole chunk of grey tiny tiny words.
and i found out. that if i just followed the order of the colours on the chart, i woulndt have to rack my brains to think what colour matched the previous colour.
dumb me.
im so dumbdumbdumbdumbdumb.
okay i gotta g smallville's starting:)


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

7:33 PM

you know what. i cant stand you.
my life is as miserable as yours.
and i wasnt hiding. i didnt even see you.
it was cause they asked me to sit down.
not cause i was hiding.
i dont have to hide.
and if i wanna eat ice cream, do you think they can stop me?
you're just being silly.
and you're so vulgar.
you go ****** at every single little thing.
whatever.

so school.
i spent the whole morning talking about which jc is good, and all that.
i was asking for opinions.
cause i dont really know alot of jc's
except for cjc, vjc, and srjc.
yes i know im pathetic.
and cause we had to plan our study route for the dream job thingy to be handed in.
i dont really know which school to write.
so i have a range of choices.

after school:
to tell you the truth.
i was expecting jian huan to leave me alone again.
luckily i have rouying.
cause she and germaine went to rivervale to eat. and i thought she would find some excuse and go somewhere else.
mind you. this is not the first time she's abandoned me.

but she came back.
and germaine couldnt stand her .
and jian huan and rouying.
but their both so lame and stupid and oh.
sometimes talk to them can die.
haha.

so jian huan left her art piece to run around and do duno what.
she only painted the wall with a little of my help.
and she sorta abandoned us.
if we're too boring for you, just say it.
and dont call me to "dont be like that lah. you look fed up"
and i wont do it cause you told me to.
im fed up with you, and im not afraid to show it,
and while talking to you, i accidently dabbed the tissue with blue paint on it onto my paper. great. just greattttt.
so now that part's blue now.
dammit.
and people are gonna ask me why is it blue.
and i'll have to tell the whole story over again.
hrmph.

so me and rouying were doing our stuff.
rouying finished all her homework plus her art.
she's quite fast.
while i spent the whole afternoon painting.

and it didnt look like a garden.
somehow. the colours didnt seem right.
i'd rather sketched.
its sorta ruined.
cause i painted it.
i didnt know what colour to paint the background. so its grey now.

and rouying and jian huan are damn pro.
they only brought their sketch book.
rouying only brought a brush.
pathetic
jian huan even better. only book. she borrowed her sketchign pn from odelia, and borrowed brushes from me, and paints and we shared everything.
but i didnt mind.

and i know she went to look for her and was kinda hoping to see her.
so she ran off many times to see the rockclimbing, and do duno what stuff.
so met jillian and charlene.
and jillian said my pallet(?) was so dirty.
yes, i admit.
i dont mix the colour fully. i dont know why. and i dont like to squeeze the paint inside the hole. i do it outside.
so its kinda messy and dirty.
yep. but i paint that way.
cause the paint was too watery, and it'll slip and dribble to the bottom in the hole. then the 2 colours will be mixed.
and i dont want that.
andyway. i wouldnt even put the paint inside.
yep.

and they were like laughing at the st john people.
hrmph.
quite..
i duno.
i would have felt humiliated.
but anyway. you dance is for people to see what.
so nvm.

and i met cara and geneieve at the canteen.
cara asked me to help her with her art.
hrmph.
i think i'd probably do the whole thing for her.

so i rushed home to catch power rangers.
and jian huan and rouying went to the minimart below my house
cause rouying wanted to get duno what sweet.

and we were supposed to do gym today.
but mr lim said he wanted to go home.
so..
i did art instead.
and at least i finished art.
i wont have to worry abou it.
and mean celesther didnt want to help me do my grass.
haha.

so i caught my power rangers.
and bathed, and here i am at the computer,
abosrbing its radiowaves.
im gonna die soon.
thats what my mum says.

im gonna finish my homework on fridays, and then saturday is for exercise, and sunday is for project and shopping.
so okay.
im going to start finishing my homework at 9.30. after i watch smallville and charmed.
then at 10, i'll watch ghost whisperer.
then maybe afterward, if im in the mood, i'll finish up all my homework (if i have any left)
then finish reading chronicles of chrestomanci - the magicians of caprona.
but i still like the lives of christopher chant.

i find that you are such a leech.
you got around knowing people so you can know more popular people, and make it look as if you know the whole world.
great job. continue with it.
i cant be bothered with you anymore.
you WERE my friend.
and its gonna stay that way.

and i find that its better to colour the words.
so i coloured it:)
i wouldnt like to read one whole chunk of grey tiny tiny words.
and i found out. that if i just followed the order of the colours on the chart, i woulndt have to rack my brains to think what colour matched the previous colour.
dumb me.
im so dumbdumbdumbdumbdumb.
okay i gotta g smallville's starting:)


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady