Tuesday, July 25, 2006

3:59 PM

okay.
i have deleted all my links except my neopets one.
tell me if you want me to link you.
cause of some reasons, and some situations some nothing to do idiotic people gave me.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

3:23 PM

school.

maths and lit.


i cant stand over confident people.
i hope that they get so over confident, that they fail in life.
and that moron did the wrong thing.
and the results were like all so good.
and she was showing off.
and its like.
when we told her its wrong, she was like. never mnid, it suits me.
you mean those high paying and super smart jobs?
right.
nevermind. continue deceiving yourself

okay. so i thought the one that seemed most gracious was ____________
not like polite gracious.
like good and honest personality, and will help you those kind.
although she dosent say it, but her actions show.

then other two was like. urgh. i bet one of them was like damn disappointed when she didnt get in. and she was boasting the whole morning. i cant stand it.
its not that they're not gracious.
its just that you havent seen another side of them.
im part of the gracious girl comitee with cara foong as the head.
great.
its supposed to be sarcastic if some stuipd idiots dont know.

and dont think i dont know who you like snail.
i know you like ________________________________ too.
dont think im so scared of you.
i usually give in to you. i dont know why.
but i've had enough of you.
you're so full of yourself
i tell you the things you said, but you say that you didnt say them.
and you accuse me of telling tales.
and you tell tales of me okay.
i definately know i didnt say that.
snail.i cant stand you any longer.
you think you're all that.
you treat people like their so dumb and you're so clever
and everytime we must follow your schedule.
you dont cooperate.
you want things your way.
and when it dosent work, you just find some excuse to push the blame to me..
you're as scheming as her.
you're just wanting to make use of me.
you're just the same as her.
dont fight with me cause im stronger than you.
and is not like i want to talk to you.
i hope im not in the same class as you next year.

okay. i think im going to pursue my dream of being a pilot, or fashion designer.
but they seem impossible.
nothing seems possible for me.
so im going to take physics.
i dont think im going to take art.
well, my favourite subjects are art and home econs. i can fare well for them.
english too. maybe cause thats like compulsory.
but im not taking art and food and nutrition.
i dont know why.
and its like not in the 8 subject course.
and i dont know.
i thought the oscar would help a lot.
but it didnt.

and although i hate slug to the guts, i still respect her.
i dont go **** in her face.
im not like her. copycat that dosent have a mind of her own.

im an angry person that dosent like to be close to adults.
if i were a thermometer, my alcohol would have burst a long time ago.
but luckily im not.
if my anger were to be projected, everything would be in flames.
people have seen me as a time bomb.
yep. maybe i'll explode.
maybe that'll be a long time later.
cause im not about to crack just yet.
though i feel like it.

theres no point resoning with her.
get that in your head.
im surprise it didnt get into your head since the day you were born.
i pity you.


i'll end up alone
i am alone anyway. i always have been.

theres more than meets the eye.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady