Friday, July 28, 2006

7:43 PM

i havent been talking to joyce lately.
i hope to talk to her or something.
but i have nothing to talk about.
i find life quite meaningless.
but i wont commitsuicide.
cause its a sin, and i wont watse my life over some unworthy people.

i feel like staying in my cupborad for the rest of my life, in addition to drowning, and jumping off a building.

i want a trampoline.
and i need a new kite.
maybe i'll call my dad to bring me to changi village to get one.
i duno.
he likes going so sight see singapore even though he's singaporean.
and he likes to travel all over singapore for food.
yah.

dad's nice.
and oh yah. my dad was readin out my home econs notes
obesity is the somethingof too much tissues.
i forgot what he said lah.
okay. but its something among those lines, minus the something.
and my sis was like huh? really ahh!
i duno. she's been like doing this drawing/colouring of a flower, which seems forever to finish.
andthe shade looks light.


dammit smallville. i totally forgot!


its nice to know that i have what you dont, slug.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

6:56 PM

so yesterday.
was erm what?
i forgot.
okay. so then stayed back after school.
was supposed to study. butthen lijie took like duno how long to print her notes.
and then emma was sweet.
she photocopied one copy for me too.
thanks emma!

then we had lunch at like 3 plus. and then the food i ate tatse horrible.
and then buy the time i finished, lijie wanted to go home.
what a waste of time.
and then when i got home, i finished reading chronicles of chrestomanci.
then bathed and watched spongebob.
okay. and slept. and i didnt start till after dinner.
at like 8.30?!
yah so i started studying. and finished at about 9.10
so i learnt the body parts till like 9.40 then i started on the other chapters.
and i didnt really study pre maritial sex and aids and all that stuff.
yah/. so i slept at 11.
and woke up at 5 to study again.
and then i intended to go back to sleep so my parents wont find out.
but then my mum woke up early today. i dont know why.
and she told my dad.
and they asked what time i woke up.
and i just said 5.50
cause i didnt feel like talking to them/.

yah. so i studied on the way to school.
i ususlly do.
cause its like. its so quiet, and stuff.
then i was so sosososososo dumb.
i left some of my home econs stuff in the locker the day before.

so science and home econs.
home econs was okay. i hope i get high marks. im depending on it to pulkl my average up.
and science.
i - one mark already. cause i read wrongly, and then fill in the wrong answer.
okay.
that darn one mark is like so precious to me.
cause i know alot of people got that question correct.
and then i really need to be in the top ten or something!!!!

then music.
okay. guitar. oi can play it. but dont like it.
and a great way to advertise stuff is through the school.
cause many students will buy.
i dont evn think they really really REALLY want it.
its just tht they're like "infactuated" with guitar fr the moment.
if they loved it so much, they would have bought a guitar and took up lessons, and join guitar club long ago.
so yep. im not getting one.
i can play. but the guitar dosent want to sit on me properly.
and about every lesson, the man will come and adjust my guitar.

so pe in the carpark.
and isnt it like dangerous?
and there were like cars coming in and out.
i think i got a zero.
i didn know what to do.
and grace was flapping her hands all about.
and then it was quite dumb. and the space to run was so small.
and i kept stopping to laugh.

so i stayed back case jillian asked me to.
we sorta entertained her before she went for her media.
then me amanda and marianne was left.
then joined by sharaine tan, rowena, and yanyan.
yah. so i wanted to play stupid games.
oh yah! and cara molested me!
i found the molester with spiked hair.
haha.
yah. so we played dumb games. and they were'nt as fun as before.

so i wanted to play see who drink the slowest game.
so i bought a drink, and rowena played with me.
but she kept stopping to talktalktalk.
and she complained that her honey dew was too sweet and she was too full.
haha.
and the rest wanted to go home.
so i just slowly drank my drink.
and we got sick of it cause it didnt seem to be getting anywhere.

so me and rowena treated everyone to those 30 cent tidbits.
and we tried tossing them in the air and catching them with our mouths.
well. only me and rowena did it.
the rest were eating.
haha. rowena is like one of the few people that will follow me and do crazy stuff.
haha.
and then of course i was lousy at it, then then the floor was littered with tidbits.
haha/

so we picked them up and put them in a cup.
yah. and then we started mixing rowena's unwated ice blended honeydew, marianne's unfinised fruit punch, amanda's dropped on the floor granola bar, and the tidbits that dropped on the floor.
yup. we muxed and mashed.
then we left alittle jelly in one cup, and then poured out the liquid into the cup.
we passed it out as a kiwi drink.
and wanted cara foong to drink it.
then we sorta gave up waiting.
so we tried it on cynthia.
she wouldnt drink it.
then mindy, and finally cara.
i hope cara has a strong stomach.
anyway she only drinked one sip.
haha.
anyway. it was a laugh.
and lucky cara wasnt angry.
but if she was, i could understand.
but then again, its just a prank what. not like you're gonna die or something.


i hope cara dosent get booked again.
she has enough booking already.
and i think booking for not doing assignments is like.
too harsh.


okay. theres training tomorrow. and i think i've named her rice pudding. i think so.
and i cant stand to bear another 2 or 3 hours with rice pudding and slug.
really. i cant.
it totally turns me off.
i wouldnt mind doing everything alone as long as she's not in sight.
so mr lim said that he's getting 3 new weapons.
okay.
i probably wont get it.
whatever.
i just hope im unnoticed.
i mean it.
i dont want them to notice that i took down everything of my space on the baord, and i dont want them to notice stuff that i did.
i always get a feeling. that when they look at me, they'll remember something that i've done, or havent done.

and i think jianhuan's refering to me on her blog.
and i know that she might read my post but then again.
i've got nothing to hide.
hmm. and i dont really stop when people call me to.
i have a mind of my own.
if people call me to stopt, and i do, its probably cause that i dont want to do it or something.
but not cause the person called me to stop.

okay. and sharon confronted me and asked me about the jian huan issue.
im not angry with her.
its just that we cant see eye to eye anymore.
and i feel that we have communication problems.

yah. and right after i told sharon that, she went to the phone booth.
i bet she called jian huan.

and it will make me feel uncomfortable when im around jian huan now.
such things dont work on me.
those kind of dont be angry with her lah.
and like i duno. it will seem weird and unnatural when im around jianhuan.
anything lah.
i cant really be bothered.

i shall oficially hate saturday mornings in school now.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady