Saturday, July 29, 2006

7:08 PM

amongst all the olympians and titans.
i like Hades better.
i duno why.


i seem to like bad guys.
i duno.
i like draco malfoy instead of harry potter which everyone seems to favour.


and Hades is not evil or whatever.
and Hades and Persephone are the couple i like most

things i bet you didnt know:
1) zuez was a flirt and killed his father.
2) cronus(zeus father) ate his children cause it was prophesized that one of his sons would be his downfall
3) the god mated with their own family.
they mated with their own mothers, and sister, and daughters, and grandaughters.
i dont know why.
4) hera and zeus are siblings and husband and wife
5) diana, hermoine, helen and cassendra are greek names.
6) and many stories you heard are from greek mythology.
like helen of troy.
trojan war
hercules(heracles)
Persephone's search/Persephone and the pomegranate seeds
and many more.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

4:45 PM

i met charmaine, rachel, and joanne in the morning.
training wasnt that bad and that boring.
although i did dry for like an hour or so.
but then i day dreamed and had time to think about many things.
then we had this briefing or something.
what did you think of the people in your cohord and what do you think of the team.
give a rating of 1 to 5.
(1 the worst, 5 the best)
i gave a 3 for the cohord, and a 2 for the team.
3 cause i get along pretty well in the cohord of the sec 2 rifle people except one.
2 cause i know many backstabs in the team which most dont know about.
but i could have used the morning in a better way.

so came home for lunch.
then watched troy.
at like about 1 plus.
and it ended at like 4 plus.
i know thats long.
but the show is nice.
haha.


okay. i take back my words.
margie is pretty.
if she's dolled up.
maybe if she lets down her hair or something.
i hope tomorrow turn's out well.

okay. i wanna watch mr and mrs smith.
and freaky friday
and pirates of the caribbean for the fifth time.

and i just found out that johnny depp and brad pit are the same age.
43.


okay. whatever. you're super emotional.
i cant stand it.
im put in the ame situation also okay.
and i deal with it different from you.
i ignore it.
i dont know how you deal with it.
you think you;re the only miserable person in the world and you deserve much more.
and whats wrong with washing clothes?\
dont you want your clothes washed?
ugrh. you look like filth.
and you try to slang and whatever.
i hate the way you talk.
and you think you're so pretty and nice and sexy and whatever.
let me tell you this. you're not.
and you think you have a fan club or whatever.
but they're just like sucking up to you.
and you act different in front of other people.
you're not like that when i see you.
you disgust me.
i cant wait to grow up, and break free from you.
and go to some place what i cant be refered to you.


i looked at leech, and kinda pitied her.
i cant be bothered with leech anymore.
she can do what she wants.
BIG mistake melanie.
you've done a superb job.good job.

i dont feel like playing netball anymore.
im a lousy person.
and i feel lousy inside cause of you.

and i hope the super big copycat keeps her super big and leaky mouth shut.

my life sucks.
im like a jug.
and people keep filling or pouring misery into me.
and i feel like im walking on a super long road.
and you can't turn back.
you'll never reach the finish line, or the end of the road.
you just die trying to complete it.

and i think.
whats the point of trying complete the never ending road?
nothing.
but what if i dont complete it?
i die.
so i think its rather pointless.

its like the road of life's misery.


and my home
i dont really feel at home in my house.
but i'd rather stay in it than face the outside world.
cause there wont be any school mates here,
to add on to my misery.
but then again.
at home, theres family member to add on my sorrows.
its like. i dont belong anywhere.
i guess its the reason i feel left out.

and i guess i like to read fantasy or magic books cause
i hate my life in this world.
and i feel like changing it and maybe magic would help.
and i like to read cause i can not be bothered with the world outside the book.
and i like to sleep, cause i dont have to feel the people and my life.
i finally figured it out.


do not mock me.
i'll make sure you regret it.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady