Monday, August 21, 2006
6:49 PM
school.
ken fo never come.
mr scarcastic came.
did amanda's dnt work.
talked about cousins.
science.
physics.
amanda and grace's favourite teacher.
but mr sin is going to teach us instead.
he'll book if we talk.
but we can eat in class.
recess.
im nver buying a cheese sandwich again.
amanda dosent know how to make a sandwich
bought ikan billis
had amanda's too
then maths.
dread it.,
so sleepy.
almost fell asleep.
slept.
home econs.
presented.
maths again.
did some dumb chart thing.
but its better than lessons.
did it.
went locker.
went chem lab.
hid inside.
they smsed lijie.
we like playing hide and seek.
we his behind the tables and laughed and it was funny.
and gina and grace were like smsing the same thing.
science remedial cancelled.
didnt go for self study.
spoke in a british accent.
pearlyn said it was annoying.
went for training.
gym.
they are not doing their job.
i had to do it for them.
not i see how its done.
finally got the gym open.
charlene cheated.
and i know pearlyn want me to post that i hit her with a towel and she suffered alot.
went and played truth or dare.
boring.
played murderer.
boring.
playing stuff with the team is like so not fun.
but when we play murderer with my class people, its fun.
truth or dare too.
drank bundong.
huiting gave me her ma mee.
pearlyn gave me her mamee.
jianhuan spilled my bundong and murdered the ants.
walked home.
i said i was under the blocks
daddy said that he would pick me up.
so i stopped, and waited.
and waited.
and waited.
hedidnt come.
and i knew he wouldnt.
and i went home.
he's making coffee.
and acted like he had never had that intention.
so expected.
im like sad.
i duno.
cause maybe its like.
my parents never picked me up from school, never really sent me to school.
and never really carried my bag.
i know that nursery, i walked to school alone.
and came back alone.
but my grandma would fetch me as often as she could.
and primary school.
walk to school alone, and walk back alone.
my grand ma used to fetch me there and back from p1-3.
but p4, we moved house.
so i sat school bus.
then p5 and p6, take bus home myself.
everything stopped at sec one.
yup.
and my mum sadi to my aunt and other people that she had 2 part time maids, and that you need to train them.
the 2 part time maids are me and my sister.
how nice.
we're like maids to her.
it hurt alot.
life's miserble.
bathed.
sat under running water.
it was comfortable.
i dont have the mood for colours.
so sorry, im not colouring them.
im upset.
im disappointed, but i knew it was gonna turn out that way.
i just regretted believeing in you.
and trusting that you wouldnt do it again.
you make my life so miserable.
and how can you do this to a friend?
you she's such a know it all.
hate her like hell.
attract attention.
she's not trying to be a good friend.
she's like
just curious to know what happened, and know more people, and get involved in the gossips.
and she cant take things jokingly.
itslike.
its just a game.
i dont want to play anygames with the both of you next time.
you kill all the fun.
you all suck the joy out of me.
Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady