Saturday, October 21, 2006

5:08 PM

nice try:)
but i am SO not gonna call you.

have fun without me!
i'll just act like i dont care so you guys wont feel anything.

and the shit ass cat class people havent called yet?
to see if we're still gonna visit the dear ss.
hello, if you are not going and not going to tell me,
i've got much better things to do.

i can help you climb up the ladder if you want.
then will you stop bugging me?
and dont act like you know better
stuff it with your popularity act.


im such a hypocrite.
i dont deny it :)


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

4:56 PM

okay. once again i read people's blog, and get sad.
and im cheering myself up now.
once again, by myself.
theres IS no one out there for me except myself.
but i would be IN her wouldnt i?

okay. i sad the habd again.
and i guess that shocked my out of my depression?
and saw evelyn's friendster/.
i miss my p6 friends.
she's so different.
but i sent her a testimonial anyway.
and i bet she probably wouldnt remember anything?

and im kinda annoyed with people who go, datz lurve,
or we instructors.
or we the shit ass people more likely.
but im still trying to accept the shock.
how could this be trendy?
or so it seems?

and you know what?
if you need me, i'll just be there for you.
you're avoiding me.
and its been so fake.
so im not going to look you up.
if you're cool, im cool.
if you're not, i cant be bothered.
i shall just get on with my life.
its been going on for about a year.
i had enough.

so i borrowed envy.
great.
right.
this is a sulky post.
but hello! imstill trying to cheer myself up here.

maybe i should just change my blog add to the depressing site or sth.
but its okay.
no one reads and my blog is down.
so yeah.

but then she went insane.
she couldnt take the fame
she said i was to blame.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady