Monday, November 13, 2006

5:32 PM

hmm.
there'll be a period when i get extremely vexed and irritated with every one of my friends.
(except those i dont really know well enough i guess)
though it different times.
sorry, (if it helps, but if it dosent, too bad)
but im like that.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

4:10 PM

i lost sleep again.
last night - early morning.

11.30:i wonder what time i'll fall sleep.
12.15:what? its only 12.15?!
12.33:man.

1.15:at leats its 1.15 like 2 or more hours to go?
2.06:okay1 more hour.
2.33:hrmph.
2.36:what? only 3 minutes?

3.07:okay. anytime now.
i think i feel sleepy. eh, actually, no. i dont.
3.18:am i asleep yet?
3.36:forget it. im not checking the time again.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

4:01 PM

uh huh.
okay.
you wanna know why i blog?
because i knew i couldnt say it into your face.
and i knew you'd cry or something.
and cause i still cared.
and hey, you didnt tell it to my face either.
hey and i didnt say it was your fault this time.

you can tell me if you'd rather not hear the truth.
its harder telling the truth.
if you didnt know.
tell me what you wanna hear then, since you're not happy hearing the truth.
if thats how you want it.
the truth aint always beautiful.

and uh huh. we're not clapping away.
okay. whatever.
if thats how you want it.
and im trying not to bother.

im sorry if i hurt you.
you did the same too.
you felt like you were sliced.
i felt like i was crushed.
okay and it cant be sewn back unlike the cut.

and im not excited about anything right now. i was right.
and i wonder.
i wonder why i took the trouble.
i wonder.

why did you call me then?


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

3:52 PM

did i mention that im bored.
and feel like eating vanilla ice cream with 1/4 of a banana and like 1/4 of cubed crunchy fugi apple?


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady