Saturday, November 18, 2006

1:19 PM

how stupid of me.
i found out that the animae thingy wasnt the first few episodes.
and how stupid of me to forget that it shows only on wed to fri
i checked the newspaper.
and then monday - tuesday no animae.
so i assumed those were the first few episodes.
and anyway.
i must have watched the important episodes again.
cause i watched the part where he left the castle and all that important stuff?
kinda?

so i coulndt sleep again last night.
but i think i dozed off.
better than nothing.
and then when i checked the time again :5.28
okay...

so its saturday today.
and dad has gone to work.
so poor thing.
and he dosent get extra pay for working extra.

and then im stuck at home again.
blow.
usually i go out on saturdays with my parents.
i duno why.
but going out with them gives me a chance to buy clothes?
since mum dosent allow me to buy my own clothes

2 saturdays back to back, and im stuck at home.
sigh.
and i did 1/2 hr of maths today.
plus about almost 4 hours or math yesterday.
and i managed to study geography untill erm like erm
err. at the earthquake part?
maybe further i duno.
and history i studied till the who help who the chart.
damn confusing.
so thats all i did for this week.
plus tuition.
so thats good enough for me.

okay.i've been playing neopets.
i always have.
and im not like those idiots addicted to the games only.
i like to buy nice stuff on neopets.
i mean you can try and try till you find the cheapest priced ones.
and i duno.
but it fills my time?
and i dont play like some loser starters/
play game buy food for pet play more game beg people to give them money / stuff.
im a pro player i can say.
i think.

and i ate alot last night.
man
i feel like humpty dumpty.
all round and fat.
he's an egg right?
i mean at leats he can balance himself when he's not on a wall.
i mean he just rolls about right?
i, am downright clumsy.

and now that they've taken my design, they make it theirs and cast me off.
thats what you're best at right?
well, lets see what you come up with.
lousy stuff as usual.
"err. no you dont need to come. jasmine come can already."
what the shit?
like she knows anything.
okay. you can say im jealous that they chose her over me.
i dont try to hide that.
so should i start sucking up and doind cheena stuff like her so they'll choose me instead?
i think.
NOT.
all i can say is, i guess they like being sucked up to.

she just comments on useless stuff when she hasent done her own design.
i know i cant draw well.
and i suck at drawing.
but at least i try.
i did it on the com.
so what if it was traced?
so what.?
cause you're gonna trace it too what.
so whats your flipping problem?
i really cannot stand the cheena team.
and im ashamed to say that i am part of it.
with lousy leaders that dont stick up for us and dont wanna cheer.
hello, even i cheered okay.
when i dont like it.
and you guys just say its so embarassing. well, hell it is.
what kind of leaders are thease.
and when we were getting scolded.
you didnt even represent us to tell our answer to mr lim.
you were afraid to get scolded.
you send 2 timid people to tell him our answer.

I APPLAUD YOU GUYS.
YOU'VE REALLY DONE YOUR PART AS LEADERS.
and to think celesther and other people keep covering up for you guys.
saying that you're under alot of stress and stuff.
and that you need time to cope/adjust.
2 years already.
thats how long it has been.
you still cant cope?
you still cant adjust?
or are you guys just imcompetent?
i think thats it.
you guys are imcompetent.

and i wanna thank you guys too.
some of you.
really, not in a sarcastic way.
for tolerating me.
and covering up for me too.
i really appreciate that.
but i guess you dont know that.
and thanks celesther.
you've been great!


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady