Sunday, November 19, 2006

10:20 PM

rowrowrow your boat
gently down teh stream
merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dream.

my life wont be a dream
it'll be a nightmare.
and if i ever wake up.
will that mean i'll be in heaven or hell?

what if i wake up and its another life.
another terrible one.

i get all miserable over small stff.
but its in the small things that bring out the "true" personality of peopl.
im not saying the major ones dont.
im SUCH a miser and a worry wart.

im going the distance.
so i wont be so miserable.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

9:41 PM

i feel damn sad and down,
cafter hearing that their painting the banner on saturday.
and then i wanna paint the banner.
and the design is with me.
and im worried that some idiots will ruin the banner.

but then i always dont turn up for the saturday trainings.
i said i have something on.
but i really wanna paint the banner.
but i cant go on saturday just to be on the safe side.

i just cant take it in that they've kinda cast me away after they tok my deisgn.

its always them that make me sad.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

9:14 PM

i hate my sister's church friends.
mostly the guys.
and i'll make sure they know i hate them too.

okay. bryan what's his surname again? likes some girl
and my aunt thinks my cousin likes his brother cause their the same age and she keeps saying she hates him.
but my over sensitive aunt says that when you SAY you hate someone, that means you like them.
esp if its a guy.
but i think my cousin really hates him.
he's so proud and arrogant.
just like his brother.
but today he was quite okay.

hmm. i thinking of a guy's name for confirmation.
of cousre not those names like tom dick harry peter
maybe scott?
i duno. well, i've kinda got 2 years to go.

so my aunts and uncles are going to australia.
2 families.
and my mum asked if i wanted to tag along.
and i said no.
cause
1) its so extra.
2)i open my wardrobe, and like got no clothes like that.

i hate it when people make me feel self consious.
i hate having meals with my family.
i hate some people from the air rifle team.


"what time they flying?"
"9"
"how they go?"
"plane lah."


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady