Sunday, December 03, 2006

10:36 PM

so here are the maybe-i'll-consider-these-names-for-confirmation list:
in random order:

fuke (FFFF-UUUKE)
scott
Eyon (EEE-YON)
Endas (enn-das)
Enoa(ennn-noah)
eshire (eee-sh-hire)
millen (mill-en)
milton

i think im gonna name my future child if its a girl: cortelle
CORR-TELL


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

10:33 PM

right you have time for "important people"
but you dont have time for unimportant me.
how practical.

and my sis bloody well sucks.
i was doing stuff on the computer
and she just went and i duno did what, then my stuff were gone.
how damn bloody rude.
and then she was mumbling and then i couldnt hear so i said "huh?"
and she was like "WAIT!!!!!!!"
THEN I WAS LIKE " I CANNOT HEAR LAH!"
then she was like "DEAF LAH!"
so my dad asked what happened.
and knowing he'll side her.
i went
"ASK YOUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER LAH.
MUMBLE MUMBLE THEN EXPECT PEOPLE TO HEAR.
ALSO DONT WANT TO SPEAK PROPERLY THEN SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT."
AND THEY BOTH SHUT UP.
you think i dont dare to shout issit?
you think only you have the ability to shout issit?
you think i have to tolerate with your idiotcity issit?
FYI :I DEBATE BETTER AND MY VOICE IS LOUDER THAN YOURS.
my parent's other precious daughter is a bloody asshole.
it'll do her bloody well if her ass bleeds/
they treat her so good, (esp my dad.) and she acts all pityful and treats my dad like shit.

thursday, went out.
wasted my day at bloody chan borthers.
chan borthers suck.
i hate chan brothers.
i like ken air.
but they closed down.

i decided not to go to thailand.
cause:
1)budget airline.
2) no movies and food on board
3) damn squeezy
4) the itenery is boring.
visit orchid farm.
hello, singapore's national flower is orchid and you call me to go thailand to see orchids?!
why? is their orchids better?
more powerful?
man eating?!
and then go there and see elephants and tigers.
why? are their tigers vegeterian?
are their elephants belly dancers?
orchids, are orchids, elephants are elephants and tigeres are tigers, no matter which part of the world they are in.
and im not some 5 year old kid that'll be that easily deceived.
5)not much shopping.

so didnt go wisma in the end.
went to raffles.
my flower bangle - gone.
tried shoes.
dont have my size.

friday - went out.
went to john little (opp centrepoint)
tried bra and stuff.
mum's dead embarassing.
i bet the whole store knows who i am now.

then went to wisma.
and then on the way we stopped by other malls with bra sections.
and every section, my mum embarassed me and i unded up not trying on anything and end up glaring at the sales assistant and my mum.
so my mum went
"you know my temper."
and i , had enough went "you also know my temper."
so that was enough.
so she went and told tales to my dad.
and he blabbed on and i went "you better shut up."
dont judge me.
you should be there and see what was the situation.
so you better shut up too.

so what if im not your PERFECT daughter?
so what if im the "ungrateful" one.
you're not my parent either.
so mum insisted on having tea break when it was almost 7.
so she dragged hungry me all over the place.
and tried to delay as long as possible my dinner cause she was full.
and then she still ended up eating half of my dinner.

saturday.
dreaded training.
and dear coach, i still think you suck and i dont idolise you like some idiots do
and i think it was mean of you to laugh.
i bloody well hate pistol.
my shoulders feel that its gonna be dislocated.
and so are my elbows.
and you wanna know why im so "bo chap" acc to you?
BECAUSE WHEN I TRY, ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.
SO I STOPPED TRYING.
AND DID WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAID.

stayed home and did homework instead of going out.
finally remebered how to do math.
fell asleep while watching tv.

now im pissed.
and im gonna sleep soon.
i cant stand living in this house with a rude, selfish theiving oaf.
you dont know how bad things are, so shut up.
she's no saint either.

okay and i hate the J's.
their out to like steal my friends?
its like when i dont talk to someone for very long, they dont talk to them too.
then when i start talking, they start too and push me aside.
dont try to act like some professionals.
i bet he'll start targetting you soon.
you just wait.
hell,i hate you guys.
im damn frustrated and pissed.

im gonna move out.
when i grow older.
and share the apartment with a friend.
or maybe stay with my grandma

went shopping with her today.
it sunday by the way.
and bought her stuff.
and she was happy.
she's moving out of my uncle's place.
so their hunting for a new apartmen.
but i suggested that they move back to their old one.
and get the cleaning agent to clean up the place and then re rennovate it.
since the bloody people who rented it didnt tae good care of it.

and the live in it again.
they've got 2 spare bedrooms, so i can go and stay there.
its more peaceful there without my family plus i'll have nice food to eat and free chinese tuition.
and it'll be a better environment to study.
i miss those days when i waked up extra early to go to the market with my grandma even though she didnt allow me to go.
i miss my grandma.
sometimes i stumble upon the "what if she dies?" art.
cause she's 72.
and i end up crying.

im really damn sick of my sis.
she's damn rude okay.
and she uses my things without permission.
use until finish also dont bother to return/ replenish.
im gonna get those bicycle locks.
and lock my cupboard
when i go out.
im serious.
im gonna go to the DIY shops
and get those bicycle chains.
think i dare not?

WATCH ME, CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady