Monday, December 18, 2006

2:57 PM

okay so i see jillian watching my girl.
and i feel liek saying: hey! my mum has thatdisc.
and she finished watching it well before our exams.
okay thats the sucker i am.

amanda's back, rowena's leaving tomorrow.
and christmas is round the corner.
i hope i get loads of presents.
but i only manage 5-8 per year.
pathetic i know.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

1:59 PM

i dont understand amanda's posts.
but the states is fun.
i've toured it while i was a kid.
what a waste.
i like pretty boys:)

so i fell sick during my stay.
vomitted well over 10 times.
didnt take the jab at the clinic cause i didnt think it was necessary.
but then at night, i couldnt sleep.
and was thirsty
so i drank water.
and a few minutes later vomitted everything out again.
but what to do?
i was thirsty.

and its funny.
everytime my aunt catches me vomitting.
so at 4 am, she drove me to mount alvernia.
which is behind the condo:)
so i got a jab on my ass.
yes, ouch.

and the medicine bloody well sucked.

so cousin's were irritating.
and i escaped the beach picnic and the bbq dinner.
how fantastic.
really.

so i recalled the past.
met 9 years when i was like k1 i think.
during phonix.
if thats the correct spelling.
he said my pleats were pretty?
uh huh and then i dont know how my family knew.
and then my aunt named her son after him too.
how embarassing.

in p1
esther i forgot whats her surname but her chinese name is cai ling and she transferedschool when we were p2
she's the bestest friend that i could have.
we didnt fight no quarrels, she taught me to split, taught me maths when i didnt know.

so p2 she left. my bestfriend was lishan i think.
i still remember her.
and her sister was my sister's friend.
wei shan.

p3?
i was kinda proud and stuff.
i liked science.
i was monitress.
i was an idiot.

p4.
sis embarassed me in front of 9 years.
mistook some guy whos in my cat class now for my ex neighbour.
went into mrs leong's class.
still had chan ah moi for my teacher.
i think lishan was my best friend again.
and wynne hated me then cause of my stupidity.
saw esther in church.
but wasnt sure if it was her.
so went and stood behind her and tried whispering in her ear.
dumb of me.
but my sister instigated it.
she and her totally un idiot-proof ideas.

p5.
5 love.
huang lau shi.
went with jia xin and jolin and jun qian.
kinda suckers.
i was dumb too.
then went with michelle sim.
she was nice too.
then abigail migrated.
i've known her since kindergarden too.
and she was jobina's best friend.
china trip.
adeline fell asleep packing and somehow managed to tuck herself in bed.
me and jillian were room mates.
jillian ng.
nice mate too:)
no not as in mating season that kind.
and we really had cup noodles in a cup.
crashed out at mindy's room at 12.
and we got busted in jillian tan's room by yang lau shi.
haha.
and we all hid in the toilet.

p6.
i though i was matured.
they all make you think that way.
well, i was still in idiot stage.
and spiffs with sharmaine over rowena.
haaha.
i find that funny now.
then there was this everybod-hates- evelyn-leo saga.
and up till now, i still dont know why.
and we often when to sharmaine or jobina's house.
malacca trip.
my room mate was zhuo baby.
what fun we had!
haha.
she was thinking of sleeping on the couch caue our room was single bed for 2 only.
but i said dont be silly.
and she wanted to sleep on the floor.
then i just put the bolster inbettween us and we slept.
i duno why she's so umm weird abou ti?
i mean we're all girls what.
i felt smart when i came up with that solution/.

so then sec 1.
was an IDIOT.
still an idiot.
quarreled with amanda.
now i find it stupid.
and i think it was kinda her fault too.
and hse was actign stupid too.
so was i.
then the jasmine thingy.
oh.
i dont see it the way i see amanda's case.
she's still err. the one i dont like?

sec2:
umm.
grace goh saga.
find it stupid now too.
amanda saga again.
kinda stupid again.
rifle saga.
that's like such a waste of time.
jian huan saga.
and to all those idiots who think i left her/didnt want to "friend"her cause she's a lesbian,
good luck to you.
cause its not like that.
and i kinda cant remember much of sec 2.
funny.

okay. so my aunt is nice.
nicenicenicenicenice.
but her children areirritating.
i call her da kou.
its in teochew.
cause her name is hilda matilda lim/tay(since she's married to a tay)
so she gave me and my sis $50 for christmas.
usually i dont spend.
but then mum said yes i could spend.
but i dont think she meant it.
but im gonna spend it on things i like anyway.
preferrably on tops and slippers and earrings and bracelets.

okay. so i opened my wardrobe and see myself wearing all the smae clothes.
and i think.
some clothes i asked my mum to buy but then when i keep itfor a long time cause of duno what reason and the next time i wear it out, and it gets washed and stuff, i find it kinda ugly.
so i have loads of reject clothes in my wardrobe.
i want a shoe rack in my room.

so mum was reluctant to shop in bangkok.
and the ugly and too small slippers she bought, cost $19.90
wth.
and when i want to buy nice and affordable slippers like the DMK $16 + one she'll go nagging that i have so many already.
i need new outing shoes.
my adidias one, still looks new right?
okayokay.
its kinda 2 years old.
maybe 3.
i got it at th end of p6

i need nice sandals and cargo pants too.

my family says im pregnant.
cause of my frequent cravings.
and i thought i had dengue when i was sick.
i am kinda drama in a way huh?
though i cant act.
really cant act.

everytime i wear loop earrings or my silver bracelets or a ring or whatever i dont usually wear out,
i'll take it off halfway.
cause i'll feel that everyone is going "oh what has she got on her?! its terrible!!"
although no one really cares if i wear a loop earring or not.

so people, help me over come my fears:)


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady