Tuesday, December 26, 2006

2:29 PM

i feel [pathetic and i feel like crying.
what happened to the 12 days of christmas?
i dont even feel 1 day of christmas.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

1:42 PM

okay i readpeople's blog, esp amanda's one.
she's seems to have a lively crhistmas and totally loves the class she's gonna be in.
plus, she's came back from a HOLIDAY.

i dont feel christmas.
so does gideon (cousin)
im totally not excited about my new class.
i dont think im gonna forgive anybody.
there.

boxing day today.
nothing to look forward to.
supposed to go out with my parents.
but you know thye dont keep their word.
so, disappointment.

no presents to open.
cause all open already.
i only got 5 presents.
2 of which is ang pow.
so heres what i got.

tupperware?!
2 metal boxes (for what?!)
a starfish necklace and sea horse bracelet. (quite nice)
though not even close to the metalli ones.

im such a sucker.

well, i know its not about the presents.

but my christmas has been PATHETIC.
i had like what?!
beehoon soup stuffed with ginger and no light sauce.
no fruits
no apples
no turkey, no ham, no wine.
no nothing.
christmas my ass.

sorry lord, i bet your birthday in our house is like.
boring.
its like we didnt even decorate the house or what.
nice one mum.

she didnt wanna buy ham or turkey or what even whn we were at cold storage.
im like so empty.
christmas, i dont feel you.

i feel like this:
song - where are you christmas, by faith hill (movie, the grinch)
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Oh

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

(the top part is true.
but im waiting for the bottom part to happen. but i dont think it will this christmas.
mum says we're having bee hoon soup or porridge for dinner.
okay, bee hoon can be your next staple food. but im not eating any of it anymore.
i hate bee hoon. always have, always will)

Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is hereIf you care, oh
If there is love in your heart and your mind
you will feel like Christmas all the time, oh
I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You'll never fade away, oh
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
fills each and every heart
With love

hrmph.
so much for christmas.
poor lord.
our family has given him the worst brithday bash ever.
i bet even the poor people are feeling christmas.
im being such a superficial sucker.
all of you should like erase me from your memory.

i forgot, some of you already have.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady