Monday, January 01, 2007

1:20 PM

okay i think charmaine tan from 6 peace has changed alot
i remembered in p schl she was telling me that she wouldnt wear dresses/skirts.
if her mum made her wear them, she'd wear shorts underneath.

but i look at her friendster now and wow.
she's so femine.
hmm.
she looks quite pretty actually. so does andrea.
people change.
and i think she changed for the better.
its nice to know that they 2 are still tight.

so i think about 2 nights ago, me and adeline wing were smsing each other.
glad to know that she hadnt forgotten about me.
we were talking about our p6 love people and how much they've changed.
and i totally missed out the oln p6love girls that were in 2D.
they have DEFINATELY changed alot.
but im like only tight with the 6love people from oln in my schl.
some of them.

and i was talking to see thor hui jing last night.
but i call her see thor.
remember? the one with hamters and nice parents.
yeah.
so we were chatting.
and we chatted about stuies.
and then i said so what if im in 8 subject?
my grades arent fantastic.
i failed like science.
and im in a lousy school.
so she said.
its okay if the scool is not good.
its okay as long as you get a1.
wow.
so sensible.
dosent sound like the see thor i knew.

talking about sensibility.
i dont think im sensible.
cause at the party or gathering last night.
i was swinging on the kiddy swing.
and i swing high if you know me.
so high high high.
and then my uncle told me not to swing so high.
so i just stopped.
and then later bryan said.
you know why he ask you dont swing so high?
and i was like no.
i mean. my uncle is this kind of proper people.
and that our way of fun dosent register with him.
so yah.
and bryan was like.
cause got alot of little kids runnning around and then wait the want to follow me.
and a load more crap.

and all the adults think he's liek a dream child.
get first in class
so sensible.
get along so well with the adults.
geta along with the kids.
err yah.
whatever.
and he told me the adults were boring and the kids were boring.
so hah!
he's deceived all of you.
and you all can like go and continue thinking of his goodness or whatever.

umm i was first in class once too.
in sec one for common test.
okay.haha.
once.
aiyah.
im nothing among my relatives.
im not know as melissa.
alot of people call me michelle.
i heard people calling me michelle like about 10 times.
even the kids.
i dont know why.
im known as michelle, or michelle's sister of dennis' child.
my sister is the artistic one.
well, im the antisocial one i think.
yeah.

so my uncle said that i changed.
not really my uncle.
my grandfather's nephew.yah.
he has lots of nephew.
since his mum had like what? 9 siblings?
and each sibling gave borth to alot more.
and my grandad has like err i duno how many siblings?
and each sibling gave birth to alot more too.
one of them gave birth to 11 children.
ELEVEN. imagine that.
and each of the 11 childrean has alot of kids too. i know one of them has 5 or 6 kids. yeah.
i think their minimum is like what? 3 i think.
plus theres still my grandmother's side to add.
any my mother's side.
thats why my family is so big.

okay. my lets just call him my uncle.
he said,
i was more feminine.
he said last time i was very fierce.
was i ?

okay but what i know is,
i am very shy with strangers and the opposite gender.
always have been.
bu tim not shy if you are my friend or if im close to you.
or if you're close family.

i'd like to know if i changed.
for the better or worse.


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