Friday, January 05, 2007

4:35 PM

the one closest to you always hurts the most.
i really hate that you know.

i really do.
cause you care so much about them.

im sad lah, you flipping sucker.
you think i dont care.
but i do.
or i did.
it was hard for me too okay.
because you were my friend.
and i didnt know how to help you or what to do.
but you went the other way instead.
you really disappointed me.
and it hurt what you did next.
it really did.

its alright, soon i'll be out of your life.
completely if you want.

i cant sleep at night.


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady

3:31 PM

okay so today the prayer session wasnt very wonderful.

and my locker is on the top again!
yay! thank you lord!
i really am grateful.

so amanda told me that i was 2 cm taller than the height thingy.
but i dont think im 164.

i think zi qi is quite nice.
shi han is nice:)
and i was being sick while looking at her comics.
and she watches shaman king and get backers too!
i know what you're thinking.
you're thinking that im the nerdy type that loves animae.
and wears cildish and stupid clothes and wears my belt super high.
well, i might be.
but i dont think im like that

"yuck, thay showed her boobs. why is she naked and why dosent she have nipples?!"

okay. so shihan has quite alot of comics and each is like 8 bucks!
hmm. oit'll be like a waste of money if like she loses interest in them.
maybe she can like resell them for like 6 or 7 bucks each.

okay.
yixin has big mouth.
now like 1/2 the team knows that im quitting.
even mr lim.
but the mr lim one is my fault.
i sure hope i do quit.
then it wont be so awkward..
and you know what the best part is?
i have to go to training tomorrow and face everybody.
how sweet.
and then coach will know of it and i dont really see the point of going training now that im going to quit.
is it so hard to quit?
does the air rifle people make things hard for people who wanna quit?
ad some people will be very happy.
they can go on being their dream team without me.

and air rifle has taken so much away from me.
and now cause of trainings i keep changing my tuition time, my tuition teacher dosent wanna teach me math anymore.
air rifle hurts me.
physically.
i think im a good actress.
people actually ask me why i wanna quit.

gossips:
foong yee seems to be getting along with anita.

err, someone's gay.
so im kinda sad.
i wonder, are all pretty boys gays?

i saw someone making out this morning!
what a sight.

someone said jian huan is pretty.
err comments?


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady