Saturday, January 06, 2007

6:51 PM

i walked to school for training today with melanie.
we were 5 mins late.

so mr lim directed almost everything in his "speech to everyone" to me.
and then i got alot of shit.
and coach talked to me personally.
i dont see the need.

but they we not the ones that made me have second thoughts.
i dont like people to use reverse psychology on me.
and i dont waver or change my mind if you do that.

the thing that made me have second thoughts was seeing that this cca can get quite alot of points this year.
and i need the points/.
so this is my plan if im not able to change/i remain in this cca:
go for training 3 times per week.
get the attendance point.
go for monthly shoot as often as possible.
get competition points.
and because i share pistol, while rouying is using it, i can study.
and i get the 15 sessions attendance points for sec 4,
then im nt going for that major competition.

but then if change cca, then so be it.
im kinda counting on god to like help me decide.
yes, i've been alot holier lately.
so i think or i know, he'll give me whats best.

so im just waiting and seeing.
i heard table tennis cca no vacancy already.
okay...
and i know of quite a few people joining media.
err maybe just amanda and anita?
and maybe badminton cca dont have vacancy?

but mr lim HAS to accept that i have church and cat class and a cat class attendance to complete, so he cant expect me to go to all the sunday competitions.
if he flares up, then i might as well change.

no god, no me.
no cca, theres still me and god:)


Fireman TOM & the Cranola Lady